Groundhog day
I feel weird coming back here to blog about my recent experience of running into a community guy. As much as I like to make fun of guys in the community, I feel sorry for them, for doing the same shit, day-in and day-out, for years and not waking up from the nightmare they call life.
In retrospect, my experience of spending time with other community guys was a learning process, of discovering myself, who I am, what I can do, and ultimately, a lesson of what not to be. My recent run-in with this guy, who has been in the community for nearly 10 years, confirms to me of why this blog existed, to steer people away from the community. This person has spent tens of thousands, living in an apartment, made no progress of becoming a better person, for nearly a decade, he still wanted me to go "sarge" with him.
This was foreshadowed in how I saw him, with another community dude, dressed over the top, standing at the edge of a party, talking as though they are two gay dudes trying to figure out a place where they can go suck off each other. Instead they hovered for nearly 30 minutes without making progress of befriending people around them, and from my conversation with this community dude, the other guy turned out to be his instructor, with this attitude. Sure, I didn't dressed as sharp as this guy, but I was among friends, having a good time, and surrounded by girls. Whereas this instructor, with no one else around, was giving me attitude. Seriously, when will these social retards wake up to discover, they are not the clever guys out to get girls, they are the outcasts from the social life of society?!
The statement that sent me laughing and posting here again was the student's statement to me: "Hey dude, let's hang out..." which I hesitantly responded "Sure, what do you want to do?" Yes, you guessed it, he replied without blinking, "Let's go sarge!" Uh, sure man, let's go hang around with a bunch of socially awkward retarded dicks, talk about game, when we have absolutely no girls around and if I were to bring them any girl, they would hound the girl like crazy and creep her out. To them, every night is the same old thing, going out, creeping girls out, pissing other people off, in the mean time, these idiots think they are gaming society, and of course, they end up going home as how they came out, alone. Keep it up! Because they would get to suck ea other and screw ea other, as a community of gay brotherhood of sargers.
